Thinking too much

Today, from the way you got on the van, I started to realize that I may be thinking too much, dreaming too much. I have put myself into an unreachable dream again.

Think positively, there is something to look forward to and something to dream of, at least... ...

Christ the King

It has been too long ago since the last time I saw my brothers and sisters from katso. Those who were nice enough to spend an afternoon with me to share the joy of graduation, I thank you. For those who couldn't spare the time for me..... well may be next time.

But the photo taking was not the highlight of the day. The greatest thing that had happened was the mass. We celebrated Christ the King on Sunday. It was so addicted. Everytime I attend a mass, I always wish the next Sunday could come sooner. And the same thing happened this time.

Today, I have got a chance to visit QMH for blood test. Returning to K1836, they diverted me to E303. What a difficult venue to look for! Then the two familiar voices entered my ears, I knew I was at the right place. After one year, I met you again. I was surprised with the way you looked at me. You said my panda's eyes have improved. We don't meet very often, but I have different feelings everytime I see you. You were my crush, but not anymore. Recently, you are definitely a funny person with a sense of humour to me. You bring me joy my friend. Hahahahaha

It was so funny, he got me an adapter today. He handed it to me in secret. I was soooo melted.

Tachycardia

My first present from you --- your encouragement in difficult time. It meant so much to me.

On this special night, you gave me an episode of tachycardia when our eyes met.

Even though it may last only for a night, it was so worth it.

I thank You.

Meant to be?

Can he be my meant to be?

If yes, please guide him to make his move, as soon as possible.

Otherwise, things may get too late. There will be no return, but regrets.

It's really frustrated to guess around like this. Do I have that much time to wait anymore?

Please make the move before I am tired of this game. S'il Vous Plait. I beg you.

My boss' Boss

We accidentally ran into each other on one of my late night work. It was probably because of her concern, she asked me about the late night work. I usually stayed late because I spent a lot of time chatting with patients, relatives and paperwork.

She stopped walking and seriously had a conversation with me about the late work. It was a sincere reminder of people's prospective of late night work. Someone will think people stay overtime because they are hardworking. But some people will think that those who need to stay overtime are not efficient enough in their job. I am very lucky to have a boss to see me in the first scenerio.

Honestly, people have warn me about the possible consequence of leaving late. But then I certainly think that completion and communication are priority in my job. I can care less about what people think. However, I am so glad to have this conversation with my boss' boss. Knowing her point of view equals to gaining her support in my attitude for work.

To have such fantastic communication with my boss' boss, I am very satisfied. To gain her greatest support, I feel blessed. I love my boss' boss.

My Boss

Sometimes when you look back on what you did, you can't help yourself to say...... why on earth do I have to be that stupid?

On tuesday, there was an orientation for newly recruited employee. I was one of the fresh graduates to attend the lecture. Some ridiculous thing happened in the morning. Honestly, when I retrieved the story, I can't help myself but saying, you are so damn stupid.

When I was blaming on myself for all the fault, my boss called me to her room. We had a long talk. She could either punish me by yelling, or giving me a warning letter. But she talked to me instead, making sure I understood the proper way of work and to erase the way I thought at the beginning. From her generosity, not only I gained the forgiveness, I learned a valuable lesson.

I sincerely thanked her with all my heart. She knew that I have been too naive in this style of business, in this working environment. And she thoroughly understood my personality..... already.... independent (a bit too independent), determined (who doesn't know the boundary), stubborn (to people, it's really not a good thing), but do have a caring heart for patients (muchly appreciated).

In only 3 months time, she looked me through. I love my boss.