The clinical placement has ended. It left me a really really sad memory. Despite the fact that I really enjoyed the stuff that I learned in there, the fear of clinical placement built up enormously. The loss of confidence kept me away from focusing at school. When doing the sensation test in adult neuro class, all I could think of was how CE criticized me in the pin prick test. My role learning skill was crappy as hell. Guess I am so bad that I can only get better in the future? I wonder.... is this really happening?
Friday, January 18, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
My fault
Wanna cry so bad. Very upsetting. Butterfly stomach implies the helplessness in me.
Wanna chat with someone but there's no one you wanna share things with even though there are 45 ppl on MSN.
Where is this going to take me to?
Life is very ridiculous sometimes. When I wanna make it less ridiculous, it seems wrong for other ppl.
Understood it was my fault because I understand other party's feeling. But this will solely be my fault, since other parties would not consider the concerns in me. That's why I feel heavy.
Very heavy as I am the only one to carry all the wrong-doings.
Wanna chat with someone but there's no one you wanna share things with even though there are 45 ppl on MSN.
Where is this going to take me to?
Life is very ridiculous sometimes. When I wanna make it less ridiculous, it seems wrong for other ppl.
Understood it was my fault because I understand other party's feeling. But this will solely be my fault, since other parties would not consider the concerns in me. That's why I feel heavy.
Very heavy as I am the only one to carry all the wrong-doings.
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