Emotionally drained

Cannot describe how much I love the work that I am doing. However, everything will be perfect if I don't have to write down everything that I do with the clients. It takes up too much of my time.

I have a documentation debt to pay everyday.

The clinical placement is bitter and sweet. Sweet is that we have a huge exposure to a variety of cases. 5 per day, that's where you learn your stuff. Bitter is that we actually don't have enough time to think, to analyze, to discuss, to document.

Emotionally drained, partially due to the coffee. However, the pace and the workload pushed me to be faster and more critical. This consumes a lot of energy because the experience we had was not prepared for this. After all patients are gone, then I have time to think through what the heck exactly went on at that time.

So exhausted particularly today, as there was vball practice after work, and no CVA cases. This reminds me how much fun I have with stroke patients. How much I dislike MSK.

Can't wait to let all the mess out of my brain. It just flooded out through the long D call. The mess is cleared, and I am reassured. Thank you so much. You're da best.

Confident I am. Competent I am. Trust in me.