Christmas gift

A surprise gift in Christmas. It would be nice if that's because I am a good friend, and nothing else.
What should I do with those?








I will read them......

Another Christmas

Wish you A peaceful Christmas.....

Wonderful hanging lights at the Pennisula Hotel

Beautiful BOC and the huge Christmas Tree at Central

The Christmas wishes that I hanged on the Christmas tree

The most attractive part of Hong Kong

So calm and peaceful.

Really hope that you're here to share this with me.......

Merry Christmas to you......

Back at one

Life has been driving me crazy. The pressure is so enormous that I had never imagined that I could ever be survive in a situation like this. After all these years, I still have no clue about the reason of separation. And now, it shouldn't be called a separation because we have never been together.

Have been meaning to write something these couple of days but failed to express. Girls like to contradict themselves whenever it comes to relationship problem. On one hand, they would love to be hopeful. However, when we are mature enough, we know that things could be very out of control in split seconds.

Am I a person who is courageous enough to keep trying? I doubt it. I need a sign, a hint to lemme know we are on the same page.

Otherwise, it's back at one. The cycle starts again, pushing myself to let go.

Funny that a good friend of mine is engaging herself in a similar scenerio. Today, in the locker room, she expressed her wish from the very very bottom of her heart. What does it take to make a girl wanting to spend the rest of her life with a particular man?

At least she has the guts to say it out loud.

Have a feeling that she is going through this with me. Thank you.


PS. After his picture was sent, this little cute friend of mine shed her tears because she thought of me being happily ever after with him. What a fantastic thing to happen.. but does it sound too prefect to happen in reality?

Dream??....

Couldn't sleep well last night. But I had a dream.

Other than dreaming about my university teachers all became my highschool teachers, I dreamt that I talked to him again, the hurdler.


Then I woke up this morning.


And found out that.......


Wait.... I did really talk to him last night before I fell asleep.

Had a bad dream

Had a nightmare last night, that I was getting married to Mr Tired.

And I found out a little secret about someone.



Therefore, I found out, I am actually left behind..... all by myself.

Keep me Busy

Too busy, but I like the way it is now. :)

Back to School

Placement's finally over. Those are the most stressful times of the year.

And now I am stressed over other things, like grouping of the presentations, air tickets, insurance, immunization record.

They talked 'bout the quality of life today. Some say QoL is love, money and a wife, some say it's represents harmonious relationship, some say QoL is to do whatever, wherever, whenever.

Personally, the third one fits myself the most because i enjoy to do nothing. Stress is something I try very hard to avoid because it destroy my well being, which is the most precious thing in human nature.

The ugly sides of people floated up to the surface. The culture has turned dirty. I sincerely wish myself not to get involved. Try hard to stay away from it.




Although the time we spent together is very very limited, I remember very bits and bites and still think if it a lot.
Question again, should I let myself to let go? Should I still be faithful?