Stolen

We were in the same class in kindergarden. We were also in the same class in elementary school. I was invited to her birthday party every year. We hanged out together during recess. And we discussed homework over the phone for the whole night. I was so glad to have this friend.

Then we went to the same highschool. We were in the same class in the first year, so as the second year. Then one day during the second year, another friend said she wanted to hang out with us. So we hang out. She didn't really talk to me when we were together. She only talked to my friend, completely ignored me. Then gradually, somehow they were always alone. She always needed some help from my friend, while I was busy with volleyball. And so, our contact was less than the day before, day by day. In the third year, we were in different classes which led to decrease chance of interaction. Then we didn't celebrate our birthdays anymore. We didn't talk to each other anymore.

Now that we grow up, we don't have each other's contact anymore. I hate that girl.

And it's like history repeats itself.


There is great chance that I am not able to find someone to share our lives together. Friends will be my only spiritual support to face the shits happened in life. If this component is lost as well, I really have nothing. Life is not possible to go on. It's not possible......