Two weeks ago, I still thought that I had the greatest profession on earth. I still thought that I was able to offer assistance to people in need. I still thought that I could gain satisfaction from what I do everyday. However, for these two weeks, far too much has happened. It was too overwhelming, and I started to question my own competency.
Honeymoon period has gone. I started to face challenging patients, challenging cases, challenging scenarios. The word "enjoy" doesn't fit in everyday life anymore because the only thing I should do is to maximally avoid "weird" things to happen.
A lot of my colleagues believe in me, including my dearest PI. To disappoint them is the very last thing I wanna do.
P.S. If patients could offer a little help..... STOP ASPIRATION!!!
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