A huge joke

Happy new year!

Still can't believe that my year started incredibly crappy. Where should I start?

Another 10 days passed. I have been taking all the initiative in hanging out, which was very unusual of me. Anyway, I thought there is always a first time for everything. But it turned out that, he will never make the first move. So it's always gonna be me.

The details of what's going on was not worthwhile to record. However, I have to admit that I am naive enough not to see the dual personality of a person. The whole scenario brought me nothing but disappointment.

How can a masculine, serious, caring and responsible person turned out to be a childish and self-centred mama's boy?

The first day of 2010, my eyes were opened. Frustration was like haemoglobin, travelling around my body. You know what? I don't wanna talk about this anymore because this could be the most ridiculous relationship happened in my life, ever. Wait... let's not even call it a relationship because there was zero communication between us. Also, twenty days passed since the first day he grabbed my hand into his palm, he still refused to kiss me. Not considering this as a relationship, but a huge joke. What an experience!