Monday, June 14, 2010

My moomin

Fell in love with moomin because of him. I went to his office today.

On his birthday, I sent him a message, wishing him all the best for the upcoming year. Then he gave me a call the next day but I missed the call because of volleyball. The only reason that I could think of is, he's finally willing to find out who on earth sends birthday blessings every year. BUT he didn't dare to call again.

Today, I knew he was looking at me, even though I was talking to his colleague. I just knew. Turning my head to take a glance on him, his bright smile shined on his face. In my head, "Did you know 't was me? Did you know? Do you know?" Guess it's not important no more, cos you weren't willing to find out. Still love the way he stares at me, remains caring and sincere as it was 10 years ago. It hasn't changed a bit ever since we met. We got on the same bus on our way home. We said our goodbye. He gave me the last smile when he turned for the stairs. It was great.

It has been more than 10 years, before I left Hong Kong. I am sure the feeling is not exactly the same anymore. But then I came to see him everytime I visited HK. Now that I base in here, I visit every 6-7 months, like seeing the doctor. It's like a habitual thing. It's not like I am hoping for anything to happen, it's just I don't wanna give up having excuses to see him.

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