Think too much

Ever since he sent me the message to ask me first of all to invite him to my vball games, and secondly said he was glad that I am Catholic, I started to hope our relationship did not limit to teacher and student. Monday night, I went to class as usual. After class, I stayed over to hand him the chocolate I got him. Surpringly, he had the DVD of "tuesdays with Morrie" for me. Then he expressed that he's a person who seldom cry that's why the DVD did not cost him any tears. Even though he suffers a lot, he did not drop a single tear. And I drilled again, why do you suffer?


It was a long story, but I happened to have the honour and time to listen to the whole story. I will not forget this part of his life story because my heart sinked with his when he spoke about the difficult time, felt lighter when I knew he's happy with a brand new life. I gave him a hug in the end like I wanted to give to Bianca. This is how much I am as joyful as he is.


Then we started to chat on FB almost everynight, except thursday cos I was starting to catch a cold. Sometimes I thought of him when I was at work because he sort of becomes a role model of faithfulness in any situation.


He wanted to know about my story. So we met up on Saturday to chat in person. I was very nervous actually because I didn't know if it will change any of his impression on me. Anyhow, the chat went well and he thought he knew my feelings very well. He looked at me and found shadows of himself. So he actually made me to believe that there was the unexpected acquaintance although we haven't known each other for a very long time. For my story, I actually only talked about what happened, didn't really mention about my feelings because I am sure once I started, tears will follow. But he said he knew how I felt. I am glad he didn't make to express my emotions.


In the end, we walked together back to school cos he had to attend the party. I had a weird feeling, that we are probably just gonna be really good friends. Cos there's not a single sign of pushing the whole thing forward. Guess I think too much again?