Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Felt like 2005

It's almost soured to a point that no words can be squeezed out anymore. Thanks to Evan and the Haagen Diaz Belgium chocolate icecream, which slowed down my tears for a bit last night.

Dear JD,

Guess it's just as difficult as for you to say it out loud and for myself to perceive it eh?! And likewise, I need some time to put things together as well. Sorry for being so silent that night, hope I didn't make you feel too uncomfortable. If you really meant what you said, trust me, I understand your stand point. And that's why I did not want to be part of the tension in your life. But there is one thing I would like you to remember. Talk to me when needed because I think I am one of the people who can understand you very well, and vice versa. My prayers will always be with you, your family and Columbus, as usual, even though not as strong as yours :)

Take good care of yourself. Ciao.

Sounded exactly the same as Efung 6 years ago. Told you it was a deadend , but Chiara you still like to bump your head into this.

Mother Teresa said, "iT DoeS NoT MaTTeR

Man is unreasonable, ilogical, selfish
It does not matter, love him!

Honesty and sincerity make you vulnerable
It does not matter, be frank and honest!

What has taken you years to build, can be destroyed in an instant
It does not matter, build!

Give the world your best, and they will kick you for it
It does not matter, give your best!"


Yes, but I learnt not to stop trusting, not to stop loving, not to stop hoping.
But God, sometimes I get very tired.
Be sure to wipe my tears because you said
"I have called you by your name, you are mine.
You are precious in my sight,
and honoured,
and I love you"
(Isaiah 43:1,4)

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