Life... goes on

Life goes on, even though I didn't want it to be that way. I haven't contacted him for more than a month. It didn't feel good. I want to know how he is doing, and sincerely want him to tell me that everything is good. At the bottom of my heart, I still care about him, a lot. But then guess one need to take care of my feelings. Getting away from the scenerio seems to be the best way to bring myself back to the right track.

Because my prayers still always include him and his life, it actually draws me closer to God these days. I prayed more often, more sincerely, and have a closer relationship with God. Think this is His plan, between me and Him.

Work hasn't been changed a lot. There will be a new senior starting from tomorrow. Even though I didn't wanna admit, I did get a bit more mature than before. Thomas PaPa encourages me a lot, and gives me advice most of the time. Many Many thanks to Thomas PaPa.

Today I was thinking. Life is so short, Hang in there, you only have 30-40 years to go. It's tough, but it will be over soon. Hang in there.

And then I thought, life is short. I should enjoy every bit of it. But then Jordi's voice echoes in my brain, "你好蠢呀! There are so many things to be happy in life, why spend time to be upset?" "你再唔開心我打你呀!"