Another week

The midterm feedback was no surprise. Poor time management. Cora totally understands me LOL. She suggested me to stop talking to the patients so that I can get my job done within time limit.

Conclusion: I talked too much.

Sunday is always good day. I went to the beach with the KATSO brothers and sisters for BBQ. We had so much fun together although it took us a long time to get the food and stuff. Under the starry night, we sat on the beach and talked about our future. Long has plans of being a nurse for only 5 years. And I .... couldn't make up my mind what the heck I am going to do after I graduate.

I told Long about him. He's supportive, and trying to protect me all the time.

But today, I really had a hard time to keep up. Feels like standing at the centre of a crossroad, sometimes I am too tired to be courageous all the time. At that very moment, thinking about the blurred future, there was an sms from him. My tears dropped.

When you feel like the world is spinning too slow and you want to yell at everybody because they act too slow, you know you are under a lot of stress. That's why I wanna yell at that lady at the canteen who was holding my dinner in slow motion.

It's the time of the month that I need a break from everything from life.