Dream

So unreal.....

Should I allow myself to treat the whole thing as a dream?

I am now just waking up in the morning. And the dream has ended.

Tales from Moominvalley

There is only one week left before my last local placement in Hong Kong. The Queen Mary hospital placement is giving me a very precious experience. Miss Chiu developed my interest in orthopaedics again. Although they still complain of a lot of pain, I focus more on pain relieving. I guess I trust in their subjective complaints more than before, and I believe they really need the treatment to regain back to their normal ability.

I love what I am doing right . On top of being a perfectionist, hopefully I can enjoy the last week here without any pressure.



Never thought that I could find this series of books in Hong Kong. At the children's corner, I accidentally saw them being displayed. Without any delay, I read the "Tales from Moominvalley". Those are very interesting stories, simple and straight forward, mostly about blending with the nature. Love them so much. However, these are really expensive books. HKD$66 each. The desire of getting the whole series grew enormously.

Vivo per lei

Beautiful voices, beautiful figures.

I can watch this for 10 million times.

Cruising on the HWY

Although my dad's car is just a normal Ford, I love driving it. For some special reasons, he really likes Ford.

Haven't been driving on the highway for so long. It was the greatest feeling of all. By driving alone, meanwhile listening to my favourite music, my mind went on a retreat. It was free from stress and worries. It's like dancing in the nature, then eventually merge with it.

Thank you for giving me this chance.

Just sports

Today I went to the waterfront for a jog, where they call it the promenade. It's a beautiful description of the nice environment down there. This is actually the first time I enjoy the jog without thinking it as a torture. As a volleyball player, we are supposed to be in the game and for every minute we think about how to win that point, to win that game.

However, jogging at the promenade today brought me the experience of sports. It is the art of sports, no game. A very individual thing that you can master your own pace, plan your own route, think whatever. After the half hour jog, my mind was so refreshing. I was able to push all the negative energy out to be confident again.

In order to minimize the travelling cost, I think I should jog more at the promenade instead of going back to PolyU for gym ex.

One swollen face

Sobbed in the morning because stupid things.

It seems like the series of unfortunate events has not ended yet.

On top of the previous ones, my mp4 stopped working, the laptop was unable to connect to the internet for no reason, failed to inform someone superior when I came across a desat. patient, and the careless things in ward.

Very very low self esteem right now. I start to think that I did well before because of luck instead of competency. This is unhealthy, I understand. However, from what I observed, ppl are more confident with the exposure to the cases, but I am going the other way. This is not a comparison though.

Trying to be hopeful. By revising the careless mistakes today, I look forward to a flawless day tomorrow. But it was unsucessful.

Visiting lecture came today. I tried to hold my emotions to tell the fact, but I always slipped out something, thats why there's tears in my eyes. The thing is, I don't know what else to do to be confident again.

Went to the men soccer team practice today, Mr Mok made some comments on me. I knew those were stupid jokes, but it's not like I could take them very well with my emotional status within this period of time.

Paying the debt for the happiness I gained in summer......