I did not intend to make this an emotional entry. Therefore, I am just gonna to state the fact and make it short.
Mom has been babbling around lately. Honestly, I wanted to avoid her because she always says the wrong thing at the wrong time. She accused me of not paying her on time and requested to pay her back from September. ALL BS! I paid her absolutely more than two times. Then she asked me if I am dating, or if I needed any help. My tears was just uncontrollably dropped. Felt palpitation from the centre of the heart, I definitely needed a breath. So I went out to the pier, took my time to have a good cry. The grocery store was my destination for my stress relief.
People always say that I am beautiful, nice, caring, sincere... blah blah blah.. my patients said whoever has you is very lucky.. blah blah blah... Very flattering, but I am still single. So either the people around me lie, or something wrong with me.
Chatting with a guy friend online, after he expressed the same thing as everybody told me, he asked .. so why exactly don't you have a bf? I wanted to yell so bad "HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW????" Then I calmed down and told him about the married people around me... those BS... really shitty.
Sigh.. whatever... hopefully I can get out of this mood soon... fast....
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