the class

There was this he appearing lately, who happens to know me very well; who happens to share with me the joy and happiness each day; who happens to bring me almost all the laughter from last year in just 2 weeks.

At the beginning, I lost hope because there was no sign of pushing the whole thing forward. Then I gained hope because once he's not my teacher, I believe that we may get a lil closer than internet friends. Last night the clerk asked me about the schedule of next class, I was so hesitated. Then I found out that he indeed will keep DISTANT from me as long as I am a student. So, where is this going to bring us to? Nowhere probably.

Talking on the phone with him to confirm how he feels about the whole thing. He was actually fine with me continuously being the student. To avoid gossips, he's gonna keep a bit DISTANT from me, as we haven't known each other for a very long time. May be he's right. We haven't known each other for a very long time. It has only been 15 days since the first time we chatted online.

After a day of deep thinking, guess I am going to see if my schedule fits the school, enrolling the class without considering the dilemma. It may give us more chance to get acquaintance of each other a lil more. I will fully compromise & coordinate with him with the "keep a bit DISTANT" thingie.

Life should be lived to the fullest in any situation. It's not worthwhile to make unnecessary sacrifice to something that has not appeared. And I completely put my life in the hands of HIM.